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I saw James.
Goodness me. my heart almost fell out of my chest and down beside my feet.
I choked on my UDL...coughed and spluttered, all the while repeating "oh my God...oh my God..." He was right here, a few meters in front of me. The boy who had disappeared and who i had thought of every day for the past 8 friggen months. Right there infront of me. And i couldnt even move my feet or my tongue or my mouth to say 'hello'.
I watched him for awhile, just watched..and then as suddenly as he appeared, he had disappeared into the Big Day Out crowd and he was gone. Slowly i regained feeling in my body and cursed myself for not going to talk to him.
Despite all my new confidence, when it comes to that boy i am still the quiverinig, shy, scared little anorexic that sat in the corner of the office and watched him out the corner of my eye.
Goodness me. my heart almost fell out of my chest and down beside my feet.
I choked on my UDL...coughed and spluttered, all the while repeating "oh my God...oh my God..." He was right here, a few meters in front of me. The boy who had disappeared and who i had thought of every day for the past 8 friggen months. Right there infront of me. And i couldnt even move my feet or my tongue or my mouth to say 'hello'.
I watched him for awhile, just watched..and then as suddenly as he appeared, he had disappeared into the Big Day Out crowd and he was gone. Slowly i regained feeling in my body and cursed myself for not going to talk to him.
Despite all my new confidence, when it comes to that boy i am still the quiverinig, shy, scared little anorexic that sat in the corner of the office and watched him out the corner of my eye.