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ive had too much caffeine today.
*sigh*
when i get paid again ((we're not getting paid at the moment - personal company finacial problems)) im going to melbourne for the weekend to look for cars with shevonne. and im gonna visit kylieeeeee :) i luvs mah kylieee - shes so gorgeous :D
ahhhh i am so bored that im going silly.
ive been sick the last few days - first time in about 3 years that ive been sick. its just a cold sorta thing...but oh well, its knocking me around. i was home on wednesday, went home early on tuesday...actually on wednesday i was home cos i went to a funeral, but i was still sick anyway...i didnt go to the ACTUAL funeral, just the thing afterwards at the RSL where i got half drunk ((thanks to my uncle who kept buying me drinks)) and ate half the buffet. alcohol is fun. i had barcardi and diet coke, and bundy and diet coke, then i ate cakes, sandwhiches, mini-dim sims, mini-party pies, mini-spring rolls, mini-samosa's...they shouldnt make food mini size cos u end up eating 10 times more than u should if they were regular size. i filled up my plate 3 times cos im a pig when ive been drinking, then yesterday i felt bloated and gross but it turned out that id actually lost half a kilo. how about that? Bodies are wonderous things sometimes. ive learnt that its stupid to worry about what u eat - i got more male attention from stuffing my face with food than i do when i eat salads and shit. In fact, i had the deceased guys's grandson cracking onto me all afternoon even though id thought id repulsed him by eating all the shit that i did. Do boys like it better when they see a chick eating normal? its so much fun - id forgotten how good food actually IS - its not something to be afraid of, its something to ENJOY :P
im reading Tully again for the 3rd time. i love this book :)