Late Night Thoughts
I have found it amazing how certain things can affect ones self without meaning for that to happen... Here I am, watching this movie that I thought was suppose to be funny, but really it is a long, kind of depressing at the same time pointless movie. Late in the night, I am tired, but find myself annoyed with wasting my time on this movie, and lost in thought along with being slightly depressed, that I am afraid I can not possibly sleep. I do not believe that everyone truly realizes how things can affect themselves.
Music; If it is happy, one feels better. Sad, one feels upset. Harsh with hate, one feels anger and the need to lash out someone, or something. It goes for movies as well, which is why lately I have been watching what I watch and listen to. Music affects me the most. It something that I always have on, or I am always found singing.
Late at night is when I find my thoughts come alive. It is annoying really. It is when reality hits I do believe, and I begin to pounder and react to things that are happening around me. It is almost as if I am numb to things in the day, maybe pretending as if everything is all right until night falls and then it all hits me, and I find myself depressed. This causes problems with sleeping. My mind travels, and keeps going I begin to wonder if it shall ever stop, until finally I pass out from being so tired. The next morning if it almost as if none of it ever happened. I feel as though I am two different people. One side loves life; a social person, who does not have a care in the world, and the other is one who thinks to hard, and is depressed, worrying about every little thing.
I wonder if I might be going crazy...........
I do not want anyone to answer this, for I am just sending my random thoughts out into the void.
-Tatter
Music; If it is happy, one feels better. Sad, one feels upset. Harsh with hate, one feels anger and the need to lash out someone, or something. It goes for movies as well, which is why lately I have been watching what I watch and listen to. Music affects me the most. It something that I always have on, or I am always found singing.
Late at night is when I find my thoughts come alive. It is annoying really. It is when reality hits I do believe, and I begin to pounder and react to things that are happening around me. It is almost as if I am numb to things in the day, maybe pretending as if everything is all right until night falls and then it all hits me, and I find myself depressed. This causes problems with sleeping. My mind travels, and keeps going I begin to wonder if it shall ever stop, until finally I pass out from being so tired. The next morning if it almost as if none of it ever happened. I feel as though I am two different people. One side loves life; a social person, who does not have a care in the world, and the other is one who thinks to hard, and is depressed, worrying about every little thing.
I wonder if I might be going crazy...........
I do not want anyone to answer this, for I am just sending my random thoughts out into the void.
-Tatter