My grandma died
My grandma died this morning. I don't have a detailed time.
I'm not that sad about it. She's been mental dieing for YEARS ,and her body got sick and started dieing months ago.
What's sad to me is how she sent years of her life. How she became mentally ill, and how long it took her to die. People die with hopes ,dreams ,and regrets. I wonder if she had any. For a long period of time ,i don't she knew what those words meant,but with the way things ended ,i think she may have.
If i died right now i would have some. My main one is that i wasn't at my godmom's deathbed. She died in the hospital and all, but they told me she asked for me, and i wasn't there. She died early in the morning the day i was gonna go see her. She was only in the hosp for ...maybe 4 days ,or so. I might go into the hosp room she was in anyway ,if i'm allowed. I believe in unrested souls ,and stuff.
I donno when the funeral's gonna be ,or where sence she didn't go to church. I just my mom's ok.