awake

Aug 09, 2008 02:53

I woke up today.  I ate breakfast, I brushed my teeth, and I showered.  I left the house to go to work, but got stuck in traffic on the way.  The line of cars in front of me was long, so I reached down to change the radio station.  As I turned the dial on the stereo, I woke up.
I was in bed, still, or again, I wasn't sure.  My face was covered in sweat and my hands were shaking.  I was confused.  I recounted the actions of the dream I had just escaped and was astounded by the faulty realism that I had just experienced.  I checked my surroundings, and went to the kitchen to get some water.  I grabbed a glass and began to fill it with water.  As I watched water pour over ice cubes, I opened my eyes to find myself back in my bed.
I woke up.  I was worried now, confused and unnerved.  I remembered the dream that I had just experienced, and was shocked by the realism.  I had trouble getting myself to move, for my limbs were tired.  My brow was wet and my hands trembled.  I wondered whether or not I was awake and looked around.  I was in my room, in my own bed.  I was lying on a familiar pillow, surrounded by a familiar blanket, across from a familiar desk. 
I woke up. I was scared and confused. I remembered how real my dream had been, and how real my dreams within my dreams had become. I needed to know if I was awake.  I got up and went to my computer.  I worried I would wake up. I typed out anything I could recall.  I pinched my arm.  I retold what I knew. I wiped the sweat from my face.  I strained my mind for quickly fading details, but my trembling hands kept my typing slow.  I watched my thoughts appear as words on the computer monitor.  But as I scanned the text, nervously hoping for some affirmation of consciousness, I opened my eyes, and woke up.
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