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mou jikkan da yo ne.
this year is moving quite quickly indeed. i'm not sure if i prefer it or not, though i'm sure my preference could neither stay nor speed the hands of time. not this time.
of course she should get mad. we're both mad. that's not something to be prevented or fixed, it just is, and will be for a while. i wanted to tell her.
she's right. couldn't be more so. i'm leaving to run. to escape, what i always dream of doing, regardless of the situation, happy or sad. i take it all for granted. as long as she's here i'll be more comfortable relaxing elsewhere. what else should i really look for in a ratty town like this.
28 months. i have 28 whole months to get passed this or only 28 months until i can leave. i would do much better planted elsewhere, ne. without the people here i would have nothing for this town, and now even they are fading. just a little bit more. a little longer.
heh. much earlier than expected, but i guess so.
almost time already.
this year is moving quite quickly indeed. i'm not sure if i prefer it or not, though i'm sure my preference could neither stay nor speed the hands of time. not this time.
of course she should get mad. we're both mad. that's not something to be prevented or fixed, it just is, and will be for a while. i wanted to tell her.
she's right. couldn't be more so. i'm leaving to run. to escape, what i always dream of doing, regardless of the situation, happy or sad. i take it all for granted. as long as she's here i'll be more comfortable relaxing elsewhere. what else should i really look for in a ratty town like this.
28 months. i have 28 whole months to get passed this or only 28 months until i can leave. i would do much better planted elsewhere, ne. without the people here i would have nothing for this town, and now even they are fading. just a little bit more. a little longer.
heh. much earlier than expected, but i guess so.
almost time already.