[fic] Lose Yourself

Aug 27, 2012 01:44

Title: Lose Yourself
Pairings: Yongguk x Himchan
Genre: drama, romance
Rating: PG
Summary: Himchan is performing for the first time underground.
A/N: Lyrics are from Eminem's "Lose Yourself" This is unbetaed.



His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready to drop bombs,
But he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down,
The whole crowd goes so loud,
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out.

Himchan is staring at the crowd, body frozen, eyes closing slowly trying to concetrate. But he’s in utter panic and his brain just won’t cooperate with his desire to fly. His patience has a limit, and he can feel himself losing it, as a frown is clearly forming between his brows. He can feel his face getting warm and his forehead getting wet. He’s sweating, he’s nervous.

Even though he’s losing it, he rejects the idea of looking down-instead, he looks around. He finds a pair of eyes looking right at him behind stage.

Success is my only motherfucking option, failure's not.

Yongguk comes out and taps Himchan’s butt. He’s holding a microphone and he’s smiling playfuly at the crowd. He’s still sweating from his performance a few minutes ago. Himchan is looking at him incredously. Is he really doing what he thinks he’s doing?

He introduces Himchan to the crowd. My best friend, yo! He shouts. Himchan looks at him, and then to the people infront of him cheering loudly. He smiles, and his temperature rises for the right reasons. And then ecstasy starts running through his veins.

The music starts playing, and Yongguk is improvising for him to feel comfortable. For him to get really. For him to drop it.

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment,
You own it, you better never let it go.
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow,
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo.

The crowd goes wild. Yongguk is absent, having left the stage after Himchan took complete control of it. It’s only Himchan and the audience. Himchan and the music. Himchan making the music.

The soul's escaping, through this hole that is gaping
This world is mine for the taking.

Himchan steps out of the stage. People’s cheers telling him he owned the stage. But it’s not what the crowd has to say, but what his lover has to.

Yongguk is waiting for him in a corner with a bottle of water in hand. Before he can give it to Himchan, he is embraced by the slightly younger man. He’s proud of him, and he let’s his lover know by whispering it in his ear. They part and Himchan takes a sip of water.

Yongguk can’t stop smiling. He makes a silent promise to never let Himchan go, “You can do anything you set your mind to, man.”

If you had one shot, one opportunity,
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

pairing: banghim, rating: pg, drabble

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