My heart was not borken.
So...Saturday.
Saturday i rushed around to print off the letter in the morning before we left forthe day and all that and I continuedto debate in my head when to give it to him etc. etc. Once i was at dal...blah blah...show stuff, then at one point we was over on Stage left (my side) and i pulled it out of my bag and asked if anyone (he) was going to the dressing room...and he said yes,he was and i handed him the envelope. He seemed confused, asked what it was and i said it was for him. Oh, alright, what is it? Well....*blush blush mumble* Can I open it? suuureee...*oh god please don't, not now, oh god, don't read it here, dammit! focus on props table focus, listen, converstation, don't look at him, oh god he's sitting down, he laughed?! what the hell? don't look at him again* And i didn't until he was standing beside me and he thanked me, and said he's been going through a rough time personally and what I said affirmed him, and I said it was okay and i hugged him.
So...I'd very much like to talk to him about it...but it seems neither of us have the time...nor do i wish to distract him from the show.
I am content enough as things are.
In other news:
Kathy will be home on Wednesday. yay!!! ^_^ my doggie and my Kathy coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday:
I had a realization Sunday morning...my mom was really really pissed off anc such, as she had been most of the weekend, and she didn't want me to wish her and happy Easter etc. and I was sitting in the car waiting and I realized, I have to power to be happy right now. I'm going to serve at mass, I'm getting Subway for lunch, and things are alright with Pasha. Right now,my life is really good. I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY! and i did, and I was.
And now for something completely different:
I'm serving at mass again and I will now be helping with the training of the altar servers. it is good to be back in my ministry, i didn't realize how much I missed it. but I do look like a snowbeast in the alb. gah. ah well.
Monday:
My mom let me sleep this morning which was soooo wonderful because i was soo tired this morning, and then i went to English...saw myyyy Binz! got to chat with her, gave of the Easter Candy, showed her my photos of my Paxxie...good times. Then i grabbed food at the SUB and walked quickly to Arts Centre, did the lecture...went back to the SUB..then went to work, where I found out my job for the summer is in the process of being set up...and I'll have full time at $8/hr for june/july/august and then fewer hours in september and then back to Angie in transcripts. yay! tonight...food, then show (student preview) and then home and sleep.
'tis good.
-Tato
Saturday i rushed around to print off the letter in the morning before we left forthe day and all that and I continuedto debate in my head when to give it to him etc. etc. Once i was at dal...blah blah...show stuff, then at one point we was over on Stage left (my side) and i pulled it out of my bag and asked if anyone (he) was going to the dressing room...and he said yes,he was and i handed him the envelope. He seemed confused, asked what it was and i said it was for him. Oh, alright, what is it? Well....*blush blush mumble* Can I open it? suuureee...*oh god please don't, not now, oh god, don't read it here, dammit! focus on props table focus, listen, converstation, don't look at him, oh god he's sitting down, he laughed?! what the hell? don't look at him again* And i didn't until he was standing beside me and he thanked me, and said he's been going through a rough time personally and what I said affirmed him, and I said it was okay and i hugged him.
So...I'd very much like to talk to him about it...but it seems neither of us have the time...nor do i wish to distract him from the show.
I am content enough as things are.
In other news:
Kathy will be home on Wednesday. yay!!! ^_^ my doggie and my Kathy coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday:
I had a realization Sunday morning...my mom was really really pissed off anc such, as she had been most of the weekend, and she didn't want me to wish her and happy Easter etc. and I was sitting in the car waiting and I realized, I have to power to be happy right now. I'm going to serve at mass, I'm getting Subway for lunch, and things are alright with Pasha. Right now,my life is really good. I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY! and i did, and I was.
And now for something completely different:
I'm serving at mass again and I will now be helping with the training of the altar servers. it is good to be back in my ministry, i didn't realize how much I missed it. but I do look like a snowbeast in the alb. gah. ah well.
Monday:
My mom let me sleep this morning which was soooo wonderful because i was soo tired this morning, and then i went to English...saw myyyy Binz! got to chat with her, gave of the Easter Candy, showed her my photos of my Paxxie...good times. Then i grabbed food at the SUB and walked quickly to Arts Centre, did the lecture...went back to the SUB..then went to work, where I found out my job for the summer is in the process of being set up...and I'll have full time at $8/hr for june/july/august and then fewer hours in september and then back to Angie in transcripts. yay! tonight...food, then show (student preview) and then home and sleep.
'tis good.
-Tato