Denial. It's so Easy!
So, I find myself doubting the doctors diagnosis. And trying to talk myself into not doubting it. Since doubting means less motivation to stick to the "Healthy Eating Guidlines". (pah)
Using the Blood Glucose meter, so far I've had one and only one reading over the normal level, and three hypos! Which is really telling me I need to eat more in the afternoon.
Plus the one reading I had over the normal level was after eating a large caramel sundae with extra caramel, which is not exactly a thing that's had very often.
I find myself oddly tempted to deliberately play up and eat all the yummy things just to test it. Stupid self defeating brain.
Using the Blood Glucose meter, so far I've had one and only one reading over the normal level, and three hypos! Which is really telling me I need to eat more in the afternoon.
Plus the one reading I had over the normal level was after eating a large caramel sundae with extra caramel, which is not exactly a thing that's had very often.
I find myself oddly tempted to deliberately play up and eat all the yummy things just to test it. Stupid self defeating brain.