HI!!!! yeah, I know, I kinda left lj... well, I'm still here just have no much time and thoughts to write here.
Right now I'm at my office *not working* lol They gave me 10!!! pages of the realty objeсts to call and check if they are still selling... so I think my next few days will be full of Hello! are you still selling your house? NO!?!!?! WOW!!!! so strange!!! I didn't know that the house could be sold for 4 years!!!! *sigh*
anyway.... trying to get all my nerves together to live these 2 weeks. really very tough time for me. and I sooo want to go to Moscow to meet my lovely girls! All I have to do right now is to keep my fingers crossed and wait. and one my friends from the past came up at the horizon and now I want to see and hug him... I found out that miss him ALOT....
Anyway, trying to smile, I'm too optimistic to feel otherwise. I don't know WHEN I became that person that I'm now, but yeah - I like to smile more than crying.... though sometimes it's hard not to.