I've had enough
I'm tired, and I'm sad.
What is it that my family has that everyone decided to get sick / very sick / die this past month?? First, it was my dad. Then, my grandpa got sick and me and my mom had to get him to the hospital. Then he gets better and then my grandma gets sick. And during that my stepdad's sister is sick as well, and then, last Monday she passed away. So basically, I spent last month going to funerals and hospitals.
And yesterday, my mom went to visit my grandma at the clinic she's staying (she has alzheimer's disease) and she talked to the doctor, and he said that now my grandma has pneumonia and there's nothing we can do about it, because of her age and because of alzheimer's. So now we're here, waiting for someone to call us and say she'd passed away. It's like you're expecting some call, and you're with the phone all the time, but it's in a very sad way.
I'm sad and I'm tired. I feel like I won't be able to get throw another funeral and all that all over again. It'll be the third one in a very short time. I can't do this anymore.
I'm
depressed.