Weird feeling
I don't know if its just me and this isn't my bid to support eating disorders or anything ( that shit is to scary to handle) but sometimes you get really really sick, vomit all night sick, to sick to bother going back to your bed sick. The kind of sick that makes you curl up in a ball on the bathroom floor and use the bathroom mat as a pillow sick. The thing is after being that sick I feel in someway accomplished after. Maybe cause during that all night disgusting mess I think I'm going to die and I wonder to myself why the bathroom floor is so comfortable. Then I get up and go to bed at about 6 am and get up at 7 but its like that one hour made me better cause i feel just fresh. Maybe its the stress of the move or who knows but I am really craving a massive sicknight. It's really weird. Oh well no one bash me for being a freak I know I am already.