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It seems like my life is spiriling into depresion. I am doing horribly in my classes. I dont know if my goals that I have had for years are what I want to do now. I feel like some of the people that I consider my best friends are starting to dislike me (due to the things they say about me behind my back). Im wondering if I made the right choice comming to school here in springfield. Maybe I should go somewhere else next year. My mom is acting supportive of me but I am not sure about here true feeligns about the situation since she has a negative tone when I talk to her. Although I could be reading too far into it. I just dont know what to do about my life right now. I dont want to be alone but I dont know if I want to be around any of the people that I have easily accessable to me since there is a good chance that they will just end up putting me down and making me more depressed. It isnt that they will try to hurt me, they just like to "joke" byt putting me down alot and I dont know if I can handle that right now.
Chris
Chris