May 27, 2004 10:48
um, havent posted in a while...so yeah
birthday was cool a lot of us got to get together and just chill for a few hours(sober)and that doesnt happen a whole lot. I'm glad I got to see Joey and his kid is pretty rad. I actually started writing a new song yesterday so that made me feel better in that I havent lost my touch. so add another one to the bank, next song...NEXT!!!
i've been feeling really wierd the past week or two just overcome with emotions and frustration and just tons and tons of other shit, but evidently i can hide it pretty well. There's just some things in my life that I have no control over no matter how hard I try. but I'm always trying to make the best of what I have, I might be wearing thin and breakdown or blowup, we'll see. It doesn't matter because I'm going to have fun either way.