May 28, 2007 22:00
Gar!!! I am still angry (I know, a mere ten minutes later...)
Travis said he wanted some time, which is fine except for that's not what I needed or wanted. Why am I always so polite to everyone else? 'cept, I'm not. Just certain people. Ugggh. He's on AIM and it's been a week now, and we are supposed to be friends. Gonna kick his butt. Oh, and he finally admitted the true reason we broke up. It's that whole not really my significant other thing. I understand him totally--I wasn't thinking THAT far ahead. And then he said I was annoying when I kept talking to him like we were still together, but it's the conversations I miss...so I couldn't quit cold turkey.
I have a problem.
I think I am still a little attatched. And the only reason I really, really miss him is because I miss the company so dreadfully. And I can't do that whole find-another-guy-for-a-rebound thing.
Necesito mis amigas hablar conmigo.