Ayuda me
I have a drill competition this weekend in this (unknown and podunk) little place called Smithson Valley, which I am really nervous about since our team is all freshman, they suck, and I am the commander.
I am not so sure of what is going on with Gabriel and I right now. I'm not truly avoiding him, I am just avoiding a lot of physical contact(which in the first place is not very much) and he is pretty mad about it. Plus, he can get sort of sensitive about it, and I don't know what to do. Ending it won't help becuase we do ROTC together and have a lot of the same friends, which might result in the whole 'why did you break his heart' thing. I guess I just like the idea of being in a relationship more than I actually like him, which is really sad for both of us. I should have never started it in the first place...
The worst part is, I don't want to tell my mother because she has been suspicious of this very same problem since homecoming, and she will support me in a way out. I just don't want to get out, though, because it will just cause more problems. Maybe I could cut the cord and move back there for a while to get away from it all.
I am not so sure of what is going on with Gabriel and I right now. I'm not truly avoiding him, I am just avoiding a lot of physical contact(which in the first place is not very much) and he is pretty mad about it. Plus, he can get sort of sensitive about it, and I don't know what to do. Ending it won't help becuase we do ROTC together and have a lot of the same friends, which might result in the whole 'why did you break his heart' thing. I guess I just like the idea of being in a relationship more than I actually like him, which is really sad for both of us. I should have never started it in the first place...
The worst part is, I don't want to tell my mother because she has been suspicious of this very same problem since homecoming, and she will support me in a way out. I just don't want to get out, though, because it will just cause more problems. Maybe I could cut the cord and move back there for a while to get away from it all.