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i think i should stop wasting all my money on cigarettes and alcohol. i can`t afford any food anymore...yesterday i ate toast on toast. laziness and smoke clouds take your energy, university even more, so the best thing i can do is sleep long and stay out late and... fuck tomorrow.
i`m tired all day and i wake up when its dark. lost the regular bedtime habit i learned as a kid, but that`s alright. one of the most important things is to unlearn the rules your guardians told you.
trust strangers
cross streets at red light
lie to everyone as often as possible
why do all the good songs end so quick, while the bad ones last for hours? what a cruel tormentor does not allow time to expand in the moments of happiness, but just let us stay in eternal cruel moments.
it would be nice to fight time... it would be nice to fuck forever.