Oct 13, 2004 15:32
Alright, so, I'm not ready to have children. If I were, I would already have one. For some reason, I am determined to have my baby names picked out...like, now. I'm always looking at baby names and finding new names that I like. I think it's just the girl in me, but maybe I'm just weird. I try to ask Jason "Do you like this name?" but in certain ways so he won't freak out. Obviously, I'm not very good at being inconspicuous b/c he freaks out. To me, the name is important and there is nothing wrong with normal names, but I want my child to have a really unique name. I think I'm obsessed with it. And I'm not saying I'm going to marry Jason and have all his babies and grow old with him but...well i dunno. I dont know why I've become this way. Is my clock ticking?