What!!??!!
So, I've never had anyone want to stop seeing me for something so stupid. Well, he knows I don't have the best track record when it comes to being faithful and all his exes have cheated on him. As soon as I told him I was meeting with my ex to give some stuff back, he wigged out and told me he KNEW I was going to cheat on him just like everyone else and he would rather save the hurt by not seeing me anymore. Talk about trust issues. And he was mean about it! Like I had already stepped out on him or sumthin. man...on the flip side..well...things are just weird right now. Emotions are strange thingies and make people do silly things and think silly things and they can really mess you up. I wish emotions didn't exist. I wish we could all just think with our heads instead of our hearts. How do I continue to get myself in these effed up situations? I wish I could be one of those people who didn't give a shit about my emotions. Or even one of those people that can hide it really well. I wish I could look my ex in the eyes without tearing up. I wish I could just avoid his eyes and not start shaking and feeling like I could throw up. I wish I could flip off a guy that has hurt my feelings and really mean it. I wish I could walk away, not look back, and take my whole heart with me when I leave. I wish sweaty construction workers would stop blowing me kisses when I'm driving down the road. I dont know where that one came from. I just think it's gross.