May 13, 2004 12:35
kk, so if u guys haven't ever heard me talk about jOnaThan..let me bring u up 2 date..jOn is like my big bro, but recently we've become a whole lot closer cuz in August he leaves for college in D.C. its been coo or w/e, like when we go out wit some of the crew its kinda obvious 2 errybody that we've gotten closer and that we kinda flirt or wut have u. anyway, yesterday was not a gOOd day 4 me so we talked on da phone 4 like ever and he made me feel so much better...and we also talked about like relationships and stuff, but it was kinda wierd cuz i think that both of us were talking about each other...it was kinda sweet. like there have been times when have been wit like a big group of ppl and we just leave and go sit somewhere secluded and talk, like at MagiC mTn, out group was in line 4 Deja Vu, so we just left and went to the lil Japanese garden by NinJa. he's so easy 2 talk 2, but other than that,(here comes the shallow part of me) he is hOt hoT HOT!! omg he has the hottest voice ever, it is OOber deep. and ugh u guys kno how i have a prob wit ppl who don't have gOOd hygene, but he has the prettiest, whitest teeh i've ever seen.lOl. and omg he's always so clean and he always smells gOOd. i think he has OCD hehe lOl idk..like i don't wanna act on my lil crush on him cuz he leaves in August, and i don't wanna spill errything 2 him and he leaves and i'm sad cuz nuthin wud ever come of it..but..it may be gOOd to tell him cuz wut if he feels the same way i do...ugh...geez..and like man he is such a sweetie and he cares about me so much and ahhh!!!! why is crap so complicated?!?! whew kk enuf of my love affair...ya so i ditched skOOl 2day,cuz i wasn't feeling well this morning and i lost a lot of sleep last nite. so i'll see all my babees 2morrow and u guys can catch me up wit wut happened.omg seriously i feel empty when i miss skOOl...cuz i can't talk on da phone cuz errybody's in skOOl!!! oh well, i guess i shud stop ditching!!! lOl omg but while i was out 2day i was wearing these hella cute jeans and this hott white guy was like.."DAMn..lOOk at that ass" lOl..oh ya jazzy's got the white boys 2!!! lOl..LilO he lOOked like sweetness!!!! lOl..i'll hOlla