Maruda Fanfiction! 俺たち の 負傷 の 未来 - Our unknown future
Title: 俺たちの不詳の未来 (Our unknown future)
Pair: MaruDa and hints of KameNo
Rating: NC-17
Warings: The fanfiction contains EXPLICIT SAME GENDER SEX SCENES, if you're bothered by it just don't read it.
This work comes from a collaboration with my lovely friend, Ueda no Yome https://twitter.com/_KATTUNnoHyphen She has realized a doujinshi from my italian fanfiction and she also helped me to translate the fanfiction in English to allow much more hyphen to read it!
You can find the doujinshi here: http://uedanoyome.livejournal.com/7199.html
I think that the doujinshi is beautiful, I really like my friend's drawings and she is so good to rapresent the scenes and the characters too.
So I want to say THANK YOU! to Ueda no Yome for accept my idea!
And to all the readers...good reading! ^^
If you want to leave a comment, I would be very grateful!
Bye~ ♥
«Ahhh… Yuichi…!».
«Tatsuya…! Aishiteru!!!».
«M-me too…!».
Pleasure sighs filled up the room, sweet whispered words were murmuring while their bodies were merging together as their souls were too.
They had sex, and now they were curled up, wrapped one in the arms of the other.
«Ne, Yuichi…» Tatsuya whispered into his lover’s ear.
«Nani?» Yuichi answered.
«One year ago would you ever imagine it? That we would end up here? Like this?» Ueda kept going on while whispering.
Hearing that question, even Nakamaru couldn’t hold back a smile.
«I don’t really think so…I hoped it of course, but I would have never imagined it would happen for real…!» and, while saying this, he held Ueda tight to him..
ONE YEAR AGO…
KAT-TUN, who ended up becoming a group of four, were now trying to pick themselves back on their feet after a period of anger, disappointment and pain due to their fifth member loss, that is to say Koki.
But among them all there was someone who seemed to take that situation much worse than the others, and this someone was exactly Nakamaru: he didn’t pour a tear, not in front of the other members at least, but he always was nervous, angry, he would often act sharply (and not only around Taguchi!) and he two everlasting eyebags.
A couple of months passed, so, despite all the rest, KAT-TUN definitely had to pick themselves back on their own feet, they had to get over the fact that Koki wouldn't return, and so their group had to resist.
Maybe Ueda was the one who responded better: somehow he was able to overcome the thrashing, but also the boxer was nervous lately. The only difference between him and Nakamaru consisted in the fact that he was worried for Nakamaru, while Nakamaru seemed to think only of Koki!
Koki was always in the centre of Nakamaru’s thoughts, even when he didn’t mention him directly.
Well, based on such conditions, Ueda started to be really worried.
In particular, he kept on questioning the same thing to himself almost all the time: how could it be possible he was so pissed off when Nakamaru kept thinking of Koki?
Well, of course the answer was obvious even to himself, but he simply didn’t want to accept it, he couldn’t be jealous of Nakamaru and Koki, he wasn’t gay!
Exactly while Ueda was at home thinking about his problem through mental speeches (which always ended up imagining Nakamaru’s naked body and which were interrupted by himself getting a grip of his own fantasies and tsukkoming his “stupid imagination”) someone knocked on the door.
Ueda was fully surprised when he found Nakamaru standing on the door, right in front of him.
«W-what are you doing…here?!» Ueda mumbled in surprise, while he kept calling himself “stupid!” in his mind to act so strangely in front of Nakamaru who would surely notice it and maybe find him out.
« Have you heard what they are saying? I am so pissed! How is it possible?! I can't believe it, I’m speechless!» Nakamaru started muttering to himself.
Ueda’s blood run cold: “Great, Nakamaru has found it out! He realized that I like him! Damn it!” Ueda was accepting his feelings, but he was too worried to realize this “It can only be this way, or else why would he come to me and also why would he be so pissed off out of the blue?”.
«Nakamaru… I am… I am really sorry…» Ueda said, trying to explain that he had no control on his own feelings, but Nakamaru stopped him saying:
«You’re sorry?! Have you realized what’s happening?! There is only one word to define this: betryal!».
«Oh, come on! Now you are overstating! You know…I could never betray our friendship!» Ueda burst out desperate.
«But what the hell are you talking about?! What does our friendship concern with Koki?!» Nakamaru was in the midst of a fit of hysterics mixed up with total confusion.
«K-Koki? » Ueda wanted to kill himself in his living room.
«Yeah, Koki! There are rumors about his debut in another group…!».
Now Ueda was seriously angry and he couldn't hold back what he was trying to keep back for long time and what he has been always rejecting, even to himself:
«KOKI, KOKI, KOKI, you really can’t think of anything else if not him! There’s only Koki on your mind all the time! I'm sick tired of you and this stuff! If you like him this much, then come on, admit your feelings, go confess it to him and just get together with him already, so you’ll be finally happy! I can't stand you anymore! You look like a little girl in the middle of a hormonal crisis! What the hell do you want from Koki?! He is going on with his life, so we should do too! What’s with it? Do you love him so much that you can’t resist more than ten minutes without talking about him?! I had enough of it!».
Nakamaru was shocked, he didn't know how to reply: Ueda’s words hurt him, and so did his tone and the… tears?! Tears that Ueda couldn’t hold back anymore, it seems.
Nakamaru tried to reply something, but Ueda threw him out crying out:
«Enough! I don’t want to hear anything else from you! Get out of here straight away!».
«All right, I am leaving! And you know what…? I can't stand you anymore! You are always so ambiguous, I can’t understand what’s on your mind, you’re even not talking with me anymore and you are always with Taguchi, if you like Taguchi that much, why don’t you get together with him already?! Baka!» Nakamaru was angry again, but this time he was angry at Ueda!
« Taguchi is surely better than you, idiot! I don’t want to see your face anymore, stay away from me!».
«Oh, it’s the same for me, this is the end of our friendship!».
«Fine!».
«Fine!».
Nakamaru left Ueda’s house slamming the door.
And it was in that exact moment that they felt their hearts break: that’s becausethey realized that they were in love with eachother only in that moment, but they had hurt each other, they argued and no one of them wanted to apologize.
So, even if Nakamaru and Ueda worked in the same place, they ignored each other. They didn’t greet nor they talked, and soon Taguchi and Kamenashi noticed those changes, but they were too scared to ask them what happened.
But Kamenashi and Taguchi met several times to discuss that situation.
«They had a fight, it’s obvious!» Kame said.
«It’s a disaster! I can’t work with this atmosphere» Junno whined.
«Junno… we must do something! Nakamaru and Ueda have to make up as soon as possible, but they are too stubborn, they could even go on this was for months …» Kame said.
«Months! Are you kidding me?!» Junno shouted and all people in the café turned around hearing the idol screaming desperate.
«Shut up! Do you want someone to find us and this problem out?» Kame scolded Taguchi pulling him back to his seat.
«No, no, please! I am sorry Kame, but I am too overwrought! You know, Ueda is very scarying when he is angry! I don’t want to be beaten!» Junno whispered already worrying about what could have happened to him if that situation would have gone further than that ruining Ueda’s mood even more.
«Me too. No one can spoil my beautiful face, it could be a disaster for my precious fans!» Kame is always…Kame afterall!
«Well…» the youngest amog KAT-TUN said «… first of all we have to understand what happened between those two…».
«What are you thinking about? Do you have any idea yet?» Junno asked getting curious looking at his bandmate’s expression.
«Spying!» Kame answered right away with shining eyes.
So, Kame and Junno started tailing their friends, and lying in wait under Ueda and Nakamaru’s houses during the night (Kamenashi was in charge of Nakamaru and Taguchi was in charge of Ueda).
« Junno, things seem to be calm here, Nakamaru is playing with Choco and Mister, even though he looks a bit nostalgic…» Kame said to Taguchi during the call.
« Kame… whydo I always have to do the most difficult tasks??!!» Taguchi answered, scared by Ueda’s dogs that were in front of him.
«Come on Junno, don’t be a chicken!» Kame scolded Taguchi for the nth time. « Moreover, what’s Ueda doing now? »
Taguchi tried to see what Ueda was doing.
«He is reading a book, I guess… wait, no, that is not a book, that is a… photo album».
«And Nakamaru is watching a video now… There are him and Ueda togetherin that video…».
«What does this mean, Kame? If they are sthat angry at each other and don’t even talk nor look at eachother, why are they acting this way now?».
« Oh, elementary, my dear Watson… Nakamaru and Ueda are in love!» Kame said straight away realizing things out, there was no doubt about it..
«What?! We are in serious troubles then!».
«Don’t whine…! I have an idea!».
So, the following day, after work, KAT-TUN were in the office and their were leaving the room, when Kamenashi suddenly said:
«Ah! Ueda, Nakamaru, I have to show you something! Please wait here, I will be right back in a sec!».
So he dragged Taguchi with him and left the room leaving the other two guys alone.
Then, Nakamaru suddenly heard something, Kame had locked them in the room.
«KAMEEEE! What is it?! Open the door right now!» Nakamaru yelled in panic.
« I am sorry, senpai~, but I won’t open this door until you two make up ! Ne, Ueda! Is there anything you have to tell Nakamaru?» Kamenashi said smiling, while Taguchi was praying to resolve that thing staying alive.
Nakamaru looked at Ueda, who became red both because he was angry and embarrassed, so, just like that, their eyes met again for the first time after days.
«Ah! Ueda! Nakamaru has something to tell you too! We will be leaving now! Just give us a call when you two made up and we will open the door again! Ja ne~» and so, just like that, Kame and Taguchi left the studio.
After a long moment of awkward silence, Nakamaru started talking:
«T-then… w-what did you want to tell me…?».
«You have to tell me something too, don’t you…? I thought you had».
«You first!».
«No! You first! You’re the eldest!».
Nakamaru realized that he had no other chance but talking, so he started putting some words together…
«All right… then I’ll talk first… I wanted to tell you… that…»
“What should I invent now?!” Nakamaru started panicking, he couldn’t admit he was actually jealous of Taguchi, “Bingo!”
«…That you are jealous of me and Koki, eh? Ah ah!!!».
Ueda’s expression changed in anger and became all colours:
«What the hell are you talking about? Maybe you are jealous!».
«Jealous, who? Me?!».
«Of course! You are jealous of me and Taguchi!».
Nakamaru slammed the hand to the wall, blocking Ueda against it.
«What if it was like that?» Nakamaru whispered with a serious low tone looking straight into Ueda’s eyes.
«What if I was jealous of you and Koki?» Ueda answered with the same tone keeping the eye contact.
«Well… you should just know, that it’s not Koki the one I like,I like someone else…».
«Isn’t it him…? Who…Who is it then…?» Ueda interrupted the eye contact this time and looked at the floor while talking in a different and sadder tone than the one he used a while ago.
«Dumb?! You knowit well! The one I like is you!» and after this sudden confession, Nakamaru kissed Ueda breaking the distance between them, then Ueda promptly disclosed his lips, and so their tongue touched eachother, causing them to shiver and letting out sweet sighs.
Then, Ueda started rubbing himself against Nakamaru making their hips -and not only them- brush one against the other.
«Tatsuya… Do you feel up to it…?» Nakamaru sighed while looking at his lover (yeah, now he could finally refer to Ueda as his lover).
«What do you think?! Come on, hurry up! I can’t wait anymore…!».
Nakamaru smiled, then he resumed the kiss which became little y little more passionate and full of their lust and libido. They unzipped eachother’s pants letting them fall to the floor.
They had no time, but they couldn’t stop.
Nakamaru, slowly prepared Ueda’s hole: one finger, then two and finally three fingers moving them slowly and always being carefull to Ueda’s face.
Even if there was no time, that was their first time and Nakamaru wanted Ueda to be pleasured and feel the less pain as possible.
«Yuichi… come on… don’t be afraid, I am ready…!!!» Ueda implored Nakamaru wanting to feel all of his lover as soon as possible.
So Nakamaru turned Ueda to wall, and slowly entered in him.
They stayed still for a while, just the necessary time to let Ueda to get used to Nakamaru into him.
Nakamaru started kissing Ueda’s neck while slowly grabbing and rubbing Ueda’s manhood.
Nakamaru started moving into Ueda, first slowly the increasing the speed little by little as his lover started moaning for pleasure, and soon it felt like Paradise to them.
«Tatsuya… maybe… this is not the right moment… but-».
«I love you too, Yuichi!». Ueda promptly answered to what Nakamaru was going to say interrupting him, he was sure they were going to say the same thing. He wanted to say it since so long already afterall.
Hearing those words, Nakamaru came dragging Ueda with him too.
END OF FLASH BACK
«We certainly had a huge fight back then?» Nakamaru smiled remembering what happened one year earlier.
«You’re telling me! We are too proud, aren’t we?» Ueda answered amused.
«Anyway, I’ll never thank Kame and Junno enough for having locked us into that room at that time!» Nakamaru continued talking holding Ueda’s hand tight into his.
«Yeah! I guess we will have to return the favour soon! I think Kame and Junno like each other, I see there is a budding romance between those two».
«SERIOUSLY?!».