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been having some pretty fucking disturbing dreams lately.
feel like i got punched in the back. my bed sucks. my sleeping habits suck. hurts when i breathe.
("well then stop breathing if it hurts so much")
this day could not go by any fucking slower. i'm not even anticipating anything. i just want to leave work, go home, go to my nail appointment, and then go back home, probably take a walk with Paula, and then hide myself away from the rest of the fucking world.
but for now, i'm here, pretending to have something to do, and pretending to seem pleased every time some douche walks through the door.
hooray for not having an appetite. maybe now i'll actually lose some weight.
KIDDING. i'm not going to starve myself. i like food way too much. but for right now, it's the last thing on my mind. and if it's not the first thing on my mind, my appetite goes ka-put.
"i envy you
your ignorance
i hear that it's bliss...
...bliss..."
feel like i got punched in the back. my bed sucks. my sleeping habits suck. hurts when i breathe.
("well then stop breathing if it hurts so much")
this day could not go by any fucking slower. i'm not even anticipating anything. i just want to leave work, go home, go to my nail appointment, and then go back home, probably take a walk with Paula, and then hide myself away from the rest of the fucking world.
but for now, i'm here, pretending to have something to do, and pretending to seem pleased every time some douche walks through the door.
hooray for not having an appetite. maybe now i'll actually lose some weight.
KIDDING. i'm not going to starve myself. i like food way too much. but for right now, it's the last thing on my mind. and if it's not the first thing on my mind, my appetite goes ka-put.
"i envy you
your ignorance
i hear that it's bliss...
...bliss..."