*clings*
All this... *waves hand at eljay* ...makes me tired, and makes my head hurt. It feels a little like when Media Blvd suddenly appeared and there was a mass exodus from Fan Forum. And you know, I realise that Goldenboy was a lunatic or whatever, and the reasons that MB's creation had been so fucking hush-hush ended up being logical and reasonable ones, but FF was home, man, and it still felt like a betrayal. The OTOs split, many of us trying to keep up at both places; I gave that up right quick, and then I gradually drifted away altogether. Liz is the only one I still talk to anymore and she gets so little time online these days.
This is supposed to be my safe place. That may be childish or ostrich-y or unrealistic in the extreme but I don't fucking care. I just. want. all the drama. to stop. And I don't know that it will, or even if it can, with how far up its own ass 6A's shoved its head and the rampant hysteria in the fen. *sigh*
I had some funny stuff I was going to post about but I don't feel like it now. I'd not read anything last night because I was writing (and finally getting somewhere, w00t) and after weeding my way through the subsequent explosion that was my f-list, I just want to go to bed. :-(
This is supposed to be my safe place. That may be childish or ostrich-y or unrealistic in the extreme but I don't fucking care. I just. want. all the drama. to stop. And I don't know that it will, or even if it can, with how far up its own ass 6A's shoved its head and the rampant hysteria in the fen. *sigh*
I had some funny stuff I was going to post about but I don't feel like it now. I'd not read anything last night because I was writing (and finally getting somewhere, w00t) and after weeding my way through the subsequent explosion that was my f-list, I just want to go to bed. :-(