Oct 03, 2003 18:43
hey havnt wriiten ina hott min not that ne1 reads my jourmal neways so ima tell u wats been doin
ive been sicc wit migraines n bronchitis i onli hav 3 classes in skool then i go 2 cosmetology ive been chillin wit diff peoples lately las nite i was stucc in west hempstead well i wasnt really stucc i was kicced outta my house my moms thinks ima coke-head even tho i don do drugs i jus smoke newports n im really depressed n im goin 2 snort a lithium pill n a dyprexill im supposed 2 b out chillin havin a good tyme butt no my gay ass family wants me 2 babi sit so they can go out wow i really hav no lyfe nemore n thers no reason 2 b livin no1 cares bout me n its jus pointless @ this point in tyme 2 b livin in skool on thursday i wild out n start punchin n kiccin tha loccers cursed out sum guy went outside 2 smoke a bogie n then thought bout killin myself then i went inside 2 talk 2 my guidance counciler n shyt i went 2 class then boces then 2 maryanns n chilled wit madd people havnt talked 2 my bestfrend in tha longest tyme my lyfes jus really fucced uo rite now n idk wat 2 do every1 in this fuccin world is against me n shyt i hav a migraine n bronchitis n i think its all turnin in2 mano i really think im goin 2 die soon well im out
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Jeanne