Feb 15, 2008 18:00
I definitely feel a lot better about everything going on around me.
I feel a lot more confident and definitely stronger.
I am working on being less awkward, but sometimes I can't help it. Some situations are just what they are.
CT and I are sort of our own little thing, and its so amazing and he makes me so happy. I can't even think about him without getting all giddy and happy. I don't think I've felt this way about someone...ever. But its all under wraps, and I doubt anything with become of "us" and that's the only part that makes me sad. Maybe eventually, so I'll just work on being optimistic. Right now I am happy with what I've got and hey, at least I'm getting what I want.
I'm so over all the drama going on in my horn section right now. Efff them. Yeah.
But my writing finally got a bit recognized; my teacher made really good comments on a film review I did. He says I'm a natural! It feels really good to get the praise that I've been trying really hard to get for a long time. It's always, "well, you've almost got it!" and now hopefully I do have it. Now I need to channel that into the three papers that I have due on Tuesday!
To the word processor!