Jan 02, 2014 23:45
I started off my New Year's Eve having no idea what I was going to be doing. I had texted a bunch of my friends from high school asking what they were doing. I don't know what's sadder, the fact that nearly all of them never texted me back or the fact that I didn't expect them to text me back anyway. They all have boyfriends and stuff and would most likely be doing something with them but I thought I'd try asking them anyway. I wouldn't have minded spending NYE at home watching the countdown on TV but my mother was the only one that was staying home and I really did not want to spend the night with her.
I got to hang out with my friends from high school last week at least. We were supposed to have our Christmas party but there was a huge ice storm and a bunch of people's power went out for a few days so we ended up just going out for dinner. Everyone at the table except for me had a boyfriend that they were busy talking about. But I'm used to that by now. Anyway, a friend of a friend ended up throwing a very last minute New Year's Eve house party and one of my friends ended up inviting me to that when I asked her what her plans were. The guy's house was reeeeally nice. How do people even have that much money? They had a freaking yoga room. A room dedicated entirely for doing yoga.
Winter break is almost over. I'll be heading back to Waterloo in a few days and the new semester will start. My very last semester of university. The weight of it hasn't really hit me yet. I realized something during this winter break though. After I finish school I will probably be very very alone most of the time. I haven't talked to anyone from my residence don team at all. They're all busy in their hometowns doing stuff with their family and friends. The friends I have in this city all have jobs and other friends and stuff. I had so many people to talk to and hang out with because of school. Without school in the picture I don't think I'll be able to stay in touch with people. Especially once everyone goes off to have jobs and families in different cities...
I'll try not to think about that now and just concentrate on making the best of my next few months at university.