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I'm glad I got to meet the people I spent the evening with yesterday. I am extremely envious of their friendship with each other. To be so completely comfortable in each other's presence and visit each other on a whim and travel together and do a bunch of other things together constantly seems like a reality that was never intended for me. I think the best I'll ever get is experiencing it second hand through people like them. I think I'm a really boring person. The only way I'll feel adequate enough to develop a relationship with someone else is if they are really boring as well. But then they'd probably be so boring that I wouldn't want to be around them anyway.