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You know what I like about that new feature on Facebook that allows people to ask questions? Whenever I log on to my account and see how many pointless questions people ask/answer, it just makes me super annoyed and I say, "fuck this" and log out.
I have been in terrible pain all afternoon. It's that time of the month. Can I blame all the following on hormones?
I am bored by everything I write.
I feel like the content of this journal has gone really downhill. (Was it ever even uphill?)
I feel alone too often. But sometimes I shut myself in my room because I am too grossed out by myself to go anywhere else.
And then when I am around people, I feel like I'm trying too hard to come across as funny and intelligent and engaging and I can see right through myself and it makes me like myself even less.
I'm becoming more self conscious than ever.
I have been in terrible pain all afternoon. It's that time of the month. Can I blame all the following on hormones?
I am bored by everything I write.
I feel like the content of this journal has gone really downhill. (Was it ever even uphill?)
I feel alone too often. But sometimes I shut myself in my room because I am too grossed out by myself to go anywhere else.
And then when I am around people, I feel like I'm trying too hard to come across as funny and intelligent and engaging and I can see right through myself and it makes me like myself even less.
I'm becoming more self conscious than ever.