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I do find myself deleting or not posting most of what i write in this journal. I guess i feel that things should not be written if they have no value. Most of the things that i abstain from are banal little things that i just have floating through my head.
For example:
I really like the show dexter. It is about a sympathetic serial killer.
i wrote about this recently. But what i didn't write about was the fact that i watched it this morning and at the end when they started playing some mambo music, i danced with my cat.
That's silly. It is stupid. it probably lowers some people's opinion of me.
But it happened.
I am really in a good place right now in my life. I don't write about it. I mean, my g/f and i are doing better than ever.
My job sucks, but not as hardcore as some of my other ones.
I am car shopping, which is both frustrating as hell and a little fun.
Looking for new work.
Best of all, (well the g/f thing is good, but i mean in the personal sense) i am finding a new self motivation in life.
hence the dancing with the cat...
i mean... i am happy. The cat helps.
not like dogs. My cat just curls up next to me and sits. watching tv with me. Makes me want to just stay home from work.
Fuck work, i have television and a cat.
then i remember that work pays the cable bill and the cat food. not to mention my chicken voila.
good stuff.
I like cheap, sweet carbonated wine.
Does that make me less of a person?
i like my new phone. same number. But i lost everyone's number.
For example:
I really like the show dexter. It is about a sympathetic serial killer.
i wrote about this recently. But what i didn't write about was the fact that i watched it this morning and at the end when they started playing some mambo music, i danced with my cat.
That's silly. It is stupid. it probably lowers some people's opinion of me.
But it happened.
I am really in a good place right now in my life. I don't write about it. I mean, my g/f and i are doing better than ever.
My job sucks, but not as hardcore as some of my other ones.
I am car shopping, which is both frustrating as hell and a little fun.
Looking for new work.
Best of all, (well the g/f thing is good, but i mean in the personal sense) i am finding a new self motivation in life.
hence the dancing with the cat...
i mean... i am happy. The cat helps.
not like dogs. My cat just curls up next to me and sits. watching tv with me. Makes me want to just stay home from work.
Fuck work, i have television and a cat.
then i remember that work pays the cable bill and the cat food. not to mention my chicken voila.
good stuff.
I like cheap, sweet carbonated wine.
Does that make me less of a person?
i like my new phone. same number. But i lost everyone's number.