Hmmm welp yah im on probation now
Well about 2 weeks ago I got pulled over for running a red light in my brothers car but instead of getting 1 ticket i get 3, one for the light, one for expire inspection, and one for expired registration. Today was my court date and since i cant take defensive driving i have to take defurred ajudication (or however u spell it) which means I have to pay a fine of $210 and they put me on probation which means if I get pulled over in the next 3 months I get my license revoked and other bad things could possibly happen which angers me. My folks wont help me with the ticket (oh well i didnt ask them to anyway) so this means I have to take community service for a few days, so yeah im gonna be one of those guys in a bright orange vest picking up garbage off the side of the highway :(. I dont have money for food (today i almost starved) yet alone change to pay the parking meter at school which means every morning I will be having to wait 20 minutes in the freezing cold to take the metro bus to school which sux cuz well im gonna be waiting in the freezing cold without a jacket yet alone a long sleeve shirt cuz I dont have any here. School isnt going that great at all, and I miss my friends alot more than ever, and because of my situation i wont be able to come down when I hoped. I havent smoked pot in 4 days (which if u know me is odd) which means ive been smoking more cigarettes, which will be gone soon to cuz well no money. Life sux, I just wanna be with the people that make me happy but their 3 & 1/2 hours away from me and I dont even wanna drive anymore cuz of probation im scared to. Danny went to court with me to help me out some which was awesome cuz if it wasnt for him I probally would of ended up writing them a check that most likely would bounce. The world seems to be kicking me in the ass right now and I dont know how much more I can take till I just blow up. I probally sound really emo right now, but in my situation how could you not. Nothing at all is going right for me and I just wish I could be happy but im not. I guess i'll see what tomorrow brings.