don't step back
flying over the clouds the other day i had the most glorious feeling of hope i had experienced in a long time. the sun was shining on the carpet of clouds and my heart felt light for the first time in weeks.
that thing, that person that i was clutching so close to my heart that i could hardly breathe... it's beginning to... break down in the best way possible. im struggling so hard to articulate this feeling, but its as if... that big, ugly chunk of pain has been released and allowed to dissolve, so that its particles flow through my fingertips, my eyes, ears and tounge for the rest of my life. instead of being a heavy, lifeless pain, michael byrd is diffusing into the person i am.
i wonder if that makes sense to anyone.
oh well.
courage never manifests itself in the ways one would expect it to. i am growing up.
that thing, that person that i was clutching so close to my heart that i could hardly breathe... it's beginning to... break down in the best way possible. im struggling so hard to articulate this feeling, but its as if... that big, ugly chunk of pain has been released and allowed to dissolve, so that its particles flow through my fingertips, my eyes, ears and tounge for the rest of my life. instead of being a heavy, lifeless pain, michael byrd is diffusing into the person i am.
i wonder if that makes sense to anyone.
oh well.
courage never manifests itself in the ways one would expect it to. i am growing up.