why am i so

[tastinraindrops]

constantly lucky? i mean, i try and do my best about 80% of the time. im not bitchy often, but i can bet quite a bitch when i put my mind to it. im not outstandingly religious, or selfless, or charitable. I can be manipulative, materialistic, shallow and cruel.

but for some reason, i keep being blessed with pretty things.

i am really lucky.

and

excited. and, in this moment,

truly?

happy.