xXx coz i'm afraid to be alone xXx
BANG BANG BANG
Lauren wasn't on the train this morning *sigh* i was ever so alone 'lol'.
Well after school i went to joels with Christine, Olia, + Aaron.. I swear if i knew how it was gonna be i would have went home. It was spent full of joel + Christine all over eachother.. Aaron + olia doing their own thing.. and me watching house of wax getting pissed off by Joel + Aaron. They are in a "Ant's such a fag" stage.. i hate it, they get all lke that and never understand why i get mad at them. I honestly cannot wait for the day i just never forgive them.
I'm in a down mood. Sitting here thinking, listening to placebo....hello hot guy in no shirt going down my streeeeeet : o .. lol! well yeah, i keep feeling so effed up and i just pretend it's not there by showing a smile. I'm sick of doing this!!! I'M SICK!! of liking people aswell.. especially when i have a crush on someone and everyone finds out.. that annoys me. I feel so invaded, like i have no private life and that everyone must knwo everything about me.
OH AND IF I GET CALLED THE "GAY OF THE GROUP" ONE MORE FUCKING TIME I SWEAR!!!
-ant-
Lauren wasn't on the train this morning *sigh* i was ever so alone 'lol'.
Well after school i went to joels with Christine, Olia, + Aaron.. I swear if i knew how it was gonna be i would have went home. It was spent full of joel + Christine all over eachother.. Aaron + olia doing their own thing.. and me watching house of wax getting pissed off by Joel + Aaron. They are in a "Ant's such a fag" stage.. i hate it, they get all lke that and never understand why i get mad at them. I honestly cannot wait for the day i just never forgive them.
I'm in a down mood. Sitting here thinking, listening to placebo....hello hot guy in no shirt going down my streeeeeet : o .. lol! well yeah, i keep feeling so effed up and i just pretend it's not there by showing a smile. I'm sick of doing this!!! I'M SICK!! of liking people aswell.. especially when i have a crush on someone and everyone finds out.. that annoys me. I feel so invaded, like i have no private life and that everyone must knwo everything about me.
OH AND IF I GET CALLED THE "GAY OF THE GROUP" ONE MORE FUCKING TIME I SWEAR!!!
-ant-