Dec 31, 2008 15:24
I feel like I'm doing nothing with my life. All I do is sit around and wait for something to happen. Well this year I made a commitment. First, my relationship with God will be better than ever, I will give my best with this relationship. Second, I'm going to work out, my goal is to be under 10% body fat by the end of next year (even though it doesn't take a year to lose all of that body fat.) Another goal is I'm going to be awesome at playing music.... I just wanted to have it... Nothing special. This year is a year of seriousness. I'm so tired of waiting for something great to happen to me when I just sit around and do nothing to achieve what I desire. It's about time i do something.
I have books to read, instruments to practice, and a diet to start. I also have a gym to go to and other things. I need to start being responsible for myself and my future. Nobody else is going to be. I can only rely on myself for everything that happens to me next. That's all I can do.