Dec 21, 2008 20:34
I don't really know why I still write on this website, I mean no one really reads it and if they do its either my best friend chris or the ever so mysterious *J*. I've been thinking about my life lately and how things have been turning out for it too. A lot of good things have been happening however I feel as if nobody really cares. Sometimes I even think that I really don't care. But then that's me. I've also been reflecting on the type of person I've been, especially at the church. I remember that the first two years was hard on me at high school youth group, however after JAD left I went through a transformation that I never thought that I would go through. I became a person that everybody love and respected. When people had their tough times, I was there. I always had a smile. Some said that I wasn't human for it. Others tested my patience and it never shook. But really, in the end, I just never trusted anyone to be there for me except a select few. And out of all of them, when I need someone by my side the most. Only ONE person was always there for me out of fate I guess... Leigh. And I still thank God everyday for her coming into my life and being one of the best friends that I will ever have. Thanks Leigh... For everything.