Why so serious?
Psychic Christine - Located *suspiciously* in a perfect location for liberal drunkards more than willing to bar hop and stop off for a quick psychic read. . . This was my honest to the G-O-D first impression.
I think, more than the psychic reading something became so clear in the fact that Erynn, Ember and I went to do this as sisters. In a lot of ways the order we were born depicted and will continue to depict so much of our lives. Likewise, the same happened with the psychic reading. Erynn went first, me second and Ember third. In my eyes, this is very significant and played a huge role in the cards we got read. We as sisters ultimately lead the way to the fortune the other sister got in the same way we did when we were born.
The way we split the cards, changed the location of those cards from that point on. This is also another reason I think our fortunes were so similar, because as sisters we are incredibly intertwined.
When I went in, the first thing out of Christine’s mouth was, “Your sister is one confused girl. She needs to realize that she shouldn’t be, there is no need for her to be confused.” We sat down, and I got the worst card in the deck, followed by the best. These cards were representing the past and future, change coming, being at a crossroads and figuring out what I need to better myself. I wish I could remember more clearly - cards kept being placed, and Connor came up, and basically got to the point that I have become afraid of commitment recently and that I shouldn’t be, that I am young as is Connor, and that he is the one (Which I have gotten from another psychic), we will get married. She said this is not anytime soon, and asked if we could “talk like girlfriends” and I said sure. And she said, do not do anything to mess this up, she said he is a good guy, and I would be a fool to do anything to mess him up - if she could she would date him.
She said he brings his negativity upon me, and that there is nothing I can do. I think this is kind of like you hurt the ones you love the most. She says the one trait that stuck out to her while doing the reading was his honesty. That he will always tell me the truth, whether or not I want to hear it. She said I should be grateful for that. We will have three kids (I have gotten this from every psychic I have ever been to) 2 girls and a boy. Possibly a set of twins - another card was places and she said definitely a set of twins. Married once, I will have no troubles with money and will be full of love and happiness; I will die in my late 80’s having lived a healthy and active life.
Oh and she said Connor is the first guy I have ever been with that our relationship revolves around more than the sexual aspects. I do know Chris loved me truly. Maybe he still does, but there certaintly was sex, drugs, sex, drugs. There is sooooooooooooooooooo much more with Connor (And Connor loves to Cook).
She asked me about another overseas trip I had been thinking of (I had no idea what she was talking about) - She said I would be taking a trip to London next summer - I DON’T even like London, nor do I have a desire to go there. We will see.
We talked about my profession, and my tendency to become bored, and the fact that a teacher was not in my cards, as I do not do well with boredom, I told her my real goal was to be an alternative educator, I had to explain this to her. She high fived me for it afterwards. She said that’s it for sure, that I want to help people but I try to hard - and I have to realize people need to find that in themselves. She said I need to figure out for myself - when is too much trying.
Take note that I believe both Ember and Erynn were told that they are basically too nice and taken advantage of. If anything is the truth that is it - I tell them that like everyday.
She said that I am not being acknowledged for any of my talents and abilities or passions, and we started talking about my job, and how I don’t do anything, she said in September something very rewarding should becoming my way (through an organization or school I already belong too) - She also said I will make a decision the 2nd week of August or something. I don’t know.
We talked about friendship, and me needing to learn how to be a fake friend.
I always do question the fact that - really there is nothing negative except (this actual same thing happened last time I went to see the psychic) said that a good friend was taking advantage of me, and they aren’t worth anything. I don’t know.
You know, actually, looking back on my psychic experiences they all seem relatively similar. I wonder if there is like a book of psychic generalalities. I don’t know, I really do believe something about her, and I think it’s that she showed love of her family - But I just don’t know.
I did end up talking about Adrian’s passing, and I feel bad because now Ember is questioning the legitimacy of her reading. This makes me feel sad, because I know how badly she wanted to go. The psychic however, got his personality down to perfection.
SO Summer SUMMER is almost over. I have like 800 appointments, I am getting my hair done - I am thinking about going chin length tell me what ya’ll think. P.S. Erynn I was looking at old pictures with you and I decided I like you with shorter darker hair. I am getting a gyno check-up, I am getting my teethies cleaned and then I am getting my 2nd Gardasil Vaccination 9:00 am Monday the 18th So Erynn and Ember if ya want to go then go - but you need to go that week anyways - when I called they told me to tell you that.
Connor and I will hopefully be going to Ohio the 1st -4 I love his Grandmom (she calls my Edy - which I love even more) she is like straight chillin. We went to the tracks and we seriously COULD not get Grandmom to leave she out lasted ALL of us. And then when we got home SHE STILL OUT LASTED ALL OF us. Grandmom = Party Animal. I don’t know what we will do with Darla, I really want to bring her, but one, Connor is scared she will chew grandmoms Oxygen lines, and two, she needs her crate and her crate won’t fit in my car - we could take it apart but that would suck - or we could get a smaller one, I bet I could get a smaller one real cheap.
I really wanted to do some more adventures before I went back to school - like day trips to the beach, and lakes and awesome things like that.
I am so so so excited for vacation, I really want my mom to come and I really want my dad to come and I really want them to be happy.
I am also so excited for Connor and I’s “I’ll go South w/ you” road trip. It will be so much fun. Hopefully there will be lots of beach time (CONNOR I NEVER HAVE TOOOO MUCH BEACH TIME) And exploration of New Orleans, and having Connor help move me in will be a much needed hand, because moving out was seriously the most awful thing I have ever done in my life. EVER.
Lately I have been thinking of my BUSTED BEAR. The more I think about it the less I care, however now I get a spurt of angriness, because when I look back, it was the legal drinking aged bears (Let me tell you this BY NO MEANS does that mean more mature OR more abel to hold alc. / THERE IS NO RELAVANCE BETWEEN AGE AND DRINKING @ all) who were the loud ones that helped us get caught and didn’t help us pay for the fine. Asshole Bears.
I think, more than the psychic reading something became so clear in the fact that Erynn, Ember and I went to do this as sisters. In a lot of ways the order we were born depicted and will continue to depict so much of our lives. Likewise, the same happened with the psychic reading. Erynn went first, me second and Ember third. In my eyes, this is very significant and played a huge role in the cards we got read. We as sisters ultimately lead the way to the fortune the other sister got in the same way we did when we were born.
The way we split the cards, changed the location of those cards from that point on. This is also another reason I think our fortunes were so similar, because as sisters we are incredibly intertwined.
When I went in, the first thing out of Christine’s mouth was, “Your sister is one confused girl. She needs to realize that she shouldn’t be, there is no need for her to be confused.” We sat down, and I got the worst card in the deck, followed by the best. These cards were representing the past and future, change coming, being at a crossroads and figuring out what I need to better myself. I wish I could remember more clearly - cards kept being placed, and Connor came up, and basically got to the point that I have become afraid of commitment recently and that I shouldn’t be, that I am young as is Connor, and that he is the one (Which I have gotten from another psychic), we will get married. She said this is not anytime soon, and asked if we could “talk like girlfriends” and I said sure. And she said, do not do anything to mess this up, she said he is a good guy, and I would be a fool to do anything to mess him up - if she could she would date him.
She said he brings his negativity upon me, and that there is nothing I can do. I think this is kind of like you hurt the ones you love the most. She says the one trait that stuck out to her while doing the reading was his honesty. That he will always tell me the truth, whether or not I want to hear it. She said I should be grateful for that. We will have three kids (I have gotten this from every psychic I have ever been to) 2 girls and a boy. Possibly a set of twins - another card was places and she said definitely a set of twins. Married once, I will have no troubles with money and will be full of love and happiness; I will die in my late 80’s having lived a healthy and active life.
Oh and she said Connor is the first guy I have ever been with that our relationship revolves around more than the sexual aspects. I do know Chris loved me truly. Maybe he still does, but there certaintly was sex, drugs, sex, drugs. There is sooooooooooooooooooo much more with Connor (And Connor loves to Cook).
She asked me about another overseas trip I had been thinking of (I had no idea what she was talking about) - She said I would be taking a trip to London next summer - I DON’T even like London, nor do I have a desire to go there. We will see.
We talked about my profession, and my tendency to become bored, and the fact that a teacher was not in my cards, as I do not do well with boredom, I told her my real goal was to be an alternative educator, I had to explain this to her. She high fived me for it afterwards. She said that’s it for sure, that I want to help people but I try to hard - and I have to realize people need to find that in themselves. She said I need to figure out for myself - when is too much trying.
Take note that I believe both Ember and Erynn were told that they are basically too nice and taken advantage of. If anything is the truth that is it - I tell them that like everyday.
She said that I am not being acknowledged for any of my talents and abilities or passions, and we started talking about my job, and how I don’t do anything, she said in September something very rewarding should becoming my way (through an organization or school I already belong too) - She also said I will make a decision the 2nd week of August or something. I don’t know.
We talked about friendship, and me needing to learn how to be a fake friend.
I always do question the fact that - really there is nothing negative except (this actual same thing happened last time I went to see the psychic) said that a good friend was taking advantage of me, and they aren’t worth anything. I don’t know.
You know, actually, looking back on my psychic experiences they all seem relatively similar. I wonder if there is like a book of psychic generalalities. I don’t know, I really do believe something about her, and I think it’s that she showed love of her family - But I just don’t know.
I did end up talking about Adrian’s passing, and I feel bad because now Ember is questioning the legitimacy of her reading. This makes me feel sad, because I know how badly she wanted to go. The psychic however, got his personality down to perfection.
SO Summer SUMMER is almost over. I have like 800 appointments, I am getting my hair done - I am thinking about going chin length tell me what ya’ll think. P.S. Erynn I was looking at old pictures with you and I decided I like you with shorter darker hair. I am getting a gyno check-up, I am getting my teethies cleaned and then I am getting my 2nd Gardasil Vaccination 9:00 am Monday the 18th So Erynn and Ember if ya want to go then go - but you need to go that week anyways - when I called they told me to tell you that.
Connor and I will hopefully be going to Ohio the 1st -4 I love his Grandmom (she calls my Edy - which I love even more) she is like straight chillin. We went to the tracks and we seriously COULD not get Grandmom to leave she out lasted ALL of us. And then when we got home SHE STILL OUT LASTED ALL OF us. Grandmom = Party Animal. I don’t know what we will do with Darla, I really want to bring her, but one, Connor is scared she will chew grandmoms Oxygen lines, and two, she needs her crate and her crate won’t fit in my car - we could take it apart but that would suck - or we could get a smaller one, I bet I could get a smaller one real cheap.
I really wanted to do some more adventures before I went back to school - like day trips to the beach, and lakes and awesome things like that.
I am so so so excited for vacation, I really want my mom to come and I really want my dad to come and I really want them to be happy.
I am also so excited for Connor and I’s “I’ll go South w/ you” road trip. It will be so much fun. Hopefully there will be lots of beach time (CONNOR I NEVER HAVE TOOOO MUCH BEACH TIME) And exploration of New Orleans, and having Connor help move me in will be a much needed hand, because moving out was seriously the most awful thing I have ever done in my life. EVER.
Lately I have been thinking of my BUSTED BEAR. The more I think about it the less I care, however now I get a spurt of angriness, because when I look back, it was the legal drinking aged bears (Let me tell you this BY NO MEANS does that mean more mature OR more abel to hold alc. / THERE IS NO RELAVANCE BETWEEN AGE AND DRINKING @ all) who were the loud ones that helped us get caught and didn’t help us pay for the fine. Asshole Bears.