Blahh
I don't care about what I listen to, I like what I like, and have found myself defending myself on endless occasions.
I do acknowledge that music has a power to it that effects everyone differently and in an incredible way.
As I was driving home this morning I listened to a song on my first road-trip to Austin EVER CD, the one I took with Danielle, I made the CD at Connors with his music (he had like none, so there weren't many songs to chose from) and it ended up with a lot of country. I had actually not listened to the first 5 songs of the CD for probably 2 and 1/2 years.
But yeah, so I listened to the first song today. And it was just crazy powerful how much it made me feel okay. And what made it better was the timeline of the song, the placement of it on my CD, the complete randomness and obscurity behind me listening to it.
I had never even listened to the words before, I don't know why I did this time but I'm pretty glad I did.
I feel like my chakras need to be balanced, or something, and I don't even think I actually believe in all that mumbo-jumbo.
On a side note, I love macaroni and cheese, and baked potatoes, and wings.
Apparently, "the new moon in virgo offers an opportunity to set new intentions."
And my horoscope is
"Acting like you don't care can be a way of covering up your fear of failure. Today is the perfect day to begin getting past this fear. The first thing you need to realize is that successful people almost always have a long history of failing, they just never give up"
Right now I can read that from many angles. I just don't know which one. And then it makes me think of the irrelevance of horoscopes!?!!? Like what in the world, they trick you! Just to get the readers to think it's applicable to your life.
Martha and I still are not talking and I REALLY don't want to be at the apartment, I don't want to be around any negativity. That's my goal for the weekend to rid myself of the negativity that seems to surround me right now. And by default that means me being more positive!
I do acknowledge that music has a power to it that effects everyone differently and in an incredible way.
As I was driving home this morning I listened to a song on my first road-trip to Austin EVER CD, the one I took with Danielle, I made the CD at Connors with his music (he had like none, so there weren't many songs to chose from) and it ended up with a lot of country. I had actually not listened to the first 5 songs of the CD for probably 2 and 1/2 years.
But yeah, so I listened to the first song today. And it was just crazy powerful how much it made me feel okay. And what made it better was the timeline of the song, the placement of it on my CD, the complete randomness and obscurity behind me listening to it.
I had never even listened to the words before, I don't know why I did this time but I'm pretty glad I did.
I feel like my chakras need to be balanced, or something, and I don't even think I actually believe in all that mumbo-jumbo.
On a side note, I love macaroni and cheese, and baked potatoes, and wings.
Apparently, "the new moon in virgo offers an opportunity to set new intentions."
And my horoscope is
"Acting like you don't care can be a way of covering up your fear of failure. Today is the perfect day to begin getting past this fear. The first thing you need to realize is that successful people almost always have a long history of failing, they just never give up"
Right now I can read that from many angles. I just don't know which one. And then it makes me think of the irrelevance of horoscopes!?!!? Like what in the world, they trick you! Just to get the readers to think it's applicable to your life.
Martha and I still are not talking and I REALLY don't want to be at the apartment, I don't want to be around any negativity. That's my goal for the weekend to rid myself of the negativity that seems to surround me right now. And by default that means me being more positive!