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It's just past midnight and I'm wide awake.
Hung out with David tonight. Was supposed to hang out (I had a "probably" earlier) with someone else, also, but he was too tired after work. I'm sensing that our schedules might never be compatible to hang out.
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I got a random text from the ex today about watching a tv show together. This after weeks of silence and/or refusal to be available to chat or hang out. I think he knows something... Wish I knew what it was.
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I don't feel like doing anything.
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I'm in a "sad" cycle right now. I think I'd prefer to go back to cranky. Hopefully I'm somewhere else tomorrow. I don't function well at "sad" setting.
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I have to pack everything I own by Saturday. I haven't managed to start yet. This is not a good sign.
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I'm kind of scared my doctor is going to tell me I'm depressed and send me to someone. I know if that's what it is, it's the best thing for me, but I don't want it.
I SHOULD be doing really well right now. Everything's peachy, except me.
(Grammatically, that should read "I'm kind of afraid..." but I'm not changing it.)
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I feel very alone.
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Oh my gosh! I'm 25! What if this is a quarter life crisis?
... Yeah, I don't think so either.
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I totally feel like a sullen teenager again.
G-d, I hated being a teenager.
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It's just past midnight and I'm wide awake.
Hung out with David tonight. Was supposed to hang out (I had a "probably" earlier) with someone else, also, but he was too tired after work. I'm sensing that our schedules might never be compatible to hang out.
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I got a random text from the ex today about watching a tv show together. This after weeks of silence and/or refusal to be available to chat or hang out. I think he knows something... Wish I knew what it was.
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I don't feel like doing anything.
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I'm in a "sad" cycle right now. I think I'd prefer to go back to cranky. Hopefully I'm somewhere else tomorrow. I don't function well at "sad" setting.
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I have to pack everything I own by Saturday. I haven't managed to start yet. This is not a good sign.
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I'm kind of scared my doctor is going to tell me I'm depressed and send me to someone. I know if that's what it is, it's the best thing for me, but I don't want it.
I SHOULD be doing really well right now. Everything's peachy, except me.
(Grammatically, that should read "I'm kind of afraid..." but I'm not changing it.)
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I feel very alone.
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Oh my gosh! I'm 25! What if this is a quarter life crisis?
... Yeah, I don't think so either.
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I totally feel like a sullen teenager again.
G-d, I hated being a teenager.
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