Tonight is a wonderful time to fall in love
Alot has happened lately. Most of it i dont feel like writing in here because its none of your business. But whatever. Me and chris bauld are officially over. Not that you didnt see that coming. We decided that its been too long, we wasted too much time and we drifted apart. He loosened his grip on me and i slipped right through his fingers. We took too long to get back what we had, time well wasted, mind you. We both feel it and know that theres nothing we can do anymore but let go.Whatever we had, it was special.. but now its gone. I wont forget it. But even if it was still there, i dont want it anymore. So friends is good. Now as for the other boys- Jesse Burden. I dont know what the fuck you people are on but i dont like him like that :|. He's soo last summer. Speaking of summer it's summer time! Yay :). I have one more exam tomorow morning and then im done. Gonna party hard all summer. I love summer. It makes me so happy. The sun. The warmth. The beach. The water. The people. The parties. The nights. Summer is perfect.. its summer and summer makes tonight a wonderful night to fall in love. With *you*.. of course.. *You* Fuck, im so mad right now. At you. At me. At us. Why cant you just not make promises you know you cant keep. You let me down for the last time. And i hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine. Im mad at you for ditching me.. again. Im mad at me for falling for you, especially when i know im just gonna end up getting hurt again. I dont wanna get hurt. And if this little "i've lost every ounce of respect i've ever had for you p.s. fuck you too" is about me.. then get over it. You cant be mad at me for being a bitch, i'm only a bitch when you make promises that you dont keep. Ok im being a bitch now, so i'll shut up. I just want us to be good again.
Tonight is a wonderful time to fall in love..*