Ah yes and back to talkin to the computer screen...
So much has and hasn't occured in my life lately, I feel like I should just make stuff up it be alot more entertainning then my real life! I could tell tales of my life as a princess and how my royal duties are tetious and that I had tea with -insert famous person's name here-. Or Talk about how my secret identity is very hard to keep from my friends and family when I'm out saving the world all the time in between going to college classes(but who's to say that I'm not really doing that?!?).
Yeah so in this reality we like to call Merry's life on Earth, I've been riding alot more and trainning for my horse show which is commin up on May 2nd. I feel like I really need to gain confidence in myself cause I get very nervous when she(Honey my horse) spooks at things. Yeah i know she's only 5 and still young hense the spooking and that I'm a supposidly good rider who can handle it but still I have almost no confidence in myself lately that when she does freak and run the other way I just wanna jump off. At least I stayed on her last time and walked/trotted round in the other side of the ring and made my safty zone bigger a little bit at a time. Yeah this is where real riders reading this can mock me and say i suck. Whatever I'll gain my confidence back soon and I'll have a great lesson either tomarrow or this weekend and I'll tell them where to stick their annoying banter and supposid knowledge of prissy riding....hmmm...I feel a tad better already!
Other then riding school's been a big pain lately with a bunch of papers all due at once and tests where I study for days and feel as if I can't manage a good grade no matter what and other tests where I don't even read the course material and yet get a 100 on it?!? At least this semester I'm predicting 2 A's, 2 B's and 1 C (givin a + or - not available to know at the moment). Yeah other then that I've been happy goin to writting 101 lately I just like the class and I feel more inspired to become an english major and start writing my novel. I bet rachel's readin this and startin to drool! LOL yeah livin vicariously through my emails huh rach? Don't forget Jay! I mean goto confession with him already Rach, he can forgive your sins! Nothin a little 12 hail mary's and a little special time with your teddy bear or -insert peck name here- couldn't help! *wink wink* So I'm tired and I want to sleep now so I'm endin this entry with the hope that if I get some comments I'll actually update more often!
Yeah so in this reality we like to call Merry's life on Earth, I've been riding alot more and trainning for my horse show which is commin up on May 2nd. I feel like I really need to gain confidence in myself cause I get very nervous when she(Honey my horse) spooks at things. Yeah i know she's only 5 and still young hense the spooking and that I'm a supposidly good rider who can handle it but still I have almost no confidence in myself lately that when she does freak and run the other way I just wanna jump off. At least I stayed on her last time and walked/trotted round in the other side of the ring and made my safty zone bigger a little bit at a time. Yeah this is where real riders reading this can mock me and say i suck. Whatever I'll gain my confidence back soon and I'll have a great lesson either tomarrow or this weekend and I'll tell them where to stick their annoying banter and supposid knowledge of prissy riding....hmmm...I feel a tad better already!
Other then riding school's been a big pain lately with a bunch of papers all due at once and tests where I study for days and feel as if I can't manage a good grade no matter what and other tests where I don't even read the course material and yet get a 100 on it?!? At least this semester I'm predicting 2 A's, 2 B's and 1 C (givin a + or - not available to know at the moment). Yeah other then that I've been happy goin to writting 101 lately I just like the class and I feel more inspired to become an english major and start writing my novel. I bet rachel's readin this and startin to drool! LOL yeah livin vicariously through my emails huh rach? Don't forget Jay! I mean goto confession with him already Rach, he can forgive your sins! Nothin a little 12 hail mary's and a little special time with your teddy bear or -insert peck name here- couldn't help! *wink wink* So I'm tired and I want to sleep now so I'm endin this entry with the hope that if I get some comments I'll actually update more often!