Mar 28, 2004 04:52
He's like forbidden fruit. Something I want so bad that I can't have. I don't experience this much so forgive me for the fact that
I totally fucking hate it!!!!!!!!!!!
He amazes me every single day I see him which is pretty often. I think I like him more every time I look at him and into his eyes (which are brown) and everytime he touches me. He's so fun and awesome. I wish things didn't have to be like this. I don't want them to be the way they are. I wish I could change all the circumstances and we could just be together and not have to worry about anything else at all. Being happy with him once again seems like such an impossible thing and I know it will never happen. I've never liked anyone this much... this is scary. I hate being sad over a BOY... this just is not me.
-chronica
p.s. Please excuse this amazingly pathetic entry I just had to get it off my chest....