.why.don't.you.fuck.the.bimbo.and.have.the.cigarette.with.me.

[tastemypain187]

da de da So I'm really bored... listening to Shelly and Robert bitch. It doesn't even bother me anymore, it use to be so routine and is quickly becoming routine again. How gay, they suck sometimes. Grrr. So annoying though... I'm always right. I told them everything would just go back to the exact same way it always was, and it did. Doesn't suprise me in the least. But... it's really not my problem to worry about anymore. Ignore them... I'll be on my way in 3 months. I'm ready to smoke again. I wish I could go to Lawrence with everybody today but I have to work which saddens me but I really want the hours so... oh well I guess. Life's a bitch and then you die. DA DE FUCKING DA. Today was a drag and tomorrow will be the same. Jason told me I was depressed. I use to be a little bit... but lately I've been pretty happy, happier than usual although life is getting boring. I hate when I get bored with the things around me, but I just change them and it never lasts for long. Today I went to Krug Park and played in the rain and fed the duckies. I had a blast doing that, and they started chasing me and trying to snatch the bread from my heads. Kind of scary but it was so much fun. Brittany and I had tons of fun and the rain made it better. There was tons of ducks, and one of them got hit by a car and was in the road and his insides weren't inside anymore and it made me really sad. I hate knowing that things like that happen. I mean... everybody and everything dies eventually but the poor little ducky. Some asshole just smashed right into him/her. So sad. I had to close on Saturday... 10 hours of work, on 2 hours of sleep. Totally sucky. But nothing I can do so oh well. I love my kitty cat. When JR moves to Springfield... Missa and I will take a trip to visit him and Devin, and while we're there we'll go see my buddy o pal Brett, he's really hot and really cool. It shall be fun. I got new pajamas and that's exciting. I hope that something exciting happens tomorrow... something new and totally unexpected. That would definetely make my day.

..x..HAPPY 21ST BDAY KENNY..x..

-Chronica

p.s. A certain guy from the past has recently resurfaced himself into my thoughts. This should be interesting... <3