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Dec 21, 2003 00:37

So tonight I was suppose to hang out with Jessica again, but I just kind of wanted to stay home. I meant to wake up at 3:45 this afternoon but I didn't get up until 8:30.

I met Jessica's step sister Hailey. She's cool and pretty fun. But she thought our group was way to dramatic and crazy, which is definetely true. Ryan, Mandy, Lindsay, Melissa, Andrew, Kiley, Mickey, Amanda, and myself all went to Jessica's last night. Then Cory... however his name is spelled, egged her house. Definetely immature. Mickey was mad that he had just went home before it happened. Then around 12 we took everyone home and Hailey, Jessica, and myself all headed towards Mickey's. We hung out, had fun, blah blah.

Everything has been weird lately. I just feel... out of place. Like I belong somewhere completely different, far away. I hope this doesn't last long.

I want to get my bubby something for xmas but I'm so broke. I lub him. He's my best friend, and Amy too. I'm gonna dye my hair blonde, but ONLY temporarily. I like black hair to much, but I just want ... a change I guess.

Actually I know exactly what I want... but I can't have it. To far out of my reach and probably always will be. Doesn't this suck?
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