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a new year has crept up on me with compulsive habits lurking in its shadow. i watched the countdown with pbr in my veins & acquaintances by my side. i resolved to quit smoking. a stereotypical resolution that i have deemed insignificant & gave up on one hour after the ball dropped. maybe this will be the year that i gain control. living for what is- rather than what was or what could be or what others want me to be.