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i dont know where i want to go with my life ugh life is soo confuseing right now!! Me and my mom and my dad dont really get along, well we dont get along at all! We all try so hard but it never seems to work out. To tell you the truth i was talking to my mom about getting emancipated i know thats a really BIG step but my mom went along with it she said that she would let me, which kinda makes me feel unloved that my own mom wouldnt fight to keep me in the house. But yet it was the answer i was looking for. I dont know i feel so neglected i always push everyone away and then when someone gets to close i push them away or i get all creeped out all i want is someone to love me back! i dont even remember what a real hug felt like. and friends omg friends suck sooooo much right now it feels like i dont even have any i feel like i dont belong anywhere that i am just standing all by myself while everyone else is haveing fun kinda like that saying i am in black white and everyone else is in color. ugh i just dont know what to do pretty much!!