life. . . . . . . . . .
Ok so I have so much shit running threw my head right now I don’t even know where to start. . . .**thinks** . . . . I guess I could start with I finally found my true friends and where my heart really lies with them I can honestly say that that I only have 3 true friends that I could trust my life with! And lately I have been pondering on the 3rd one. I finally told someone what was happening to me and I don’t think it helped. ppl say to let it all out and you will feel better but what happens when you do and you still feel the same. I realize that im changing but I can’t help it. I have been playing someone that im not and now that I am letting the real me show. ppl are giving me shit about it. and now I don’t know who I am because all the friends I have like me for who I am now not for who I want to be or who I am and im afraid to let the real me shine through because I might lose someone who I really truly love.
im the person who just wants to sit in silence with someone i really love.
im the person who doesn’t really like being loud.
im the person who wants to fall in love every person she meets.
im the person who likes the stars better than the sun.
im the person who’s heart skips a beat every time that special someone walks in the room.
im the person who hates being criticized. And doesn’t take it very good
im the person who gets really jealous.
im the person who hates when ppl put her down.
im the person who would rather hold hands then kiss.
im the person who would talk to you when no one else will.
im the person who hates her life. . .