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im a lesbian at heart.
i've realized i like girls alot more then i thought.
browsing through myspace...girls.
at work, i'm telling all the guys i work with to check out the hot chick in ailse 4.
or check out the hot new girl.
and it's sucking... pretty bad.
cuz i like my boyfriend, alot.
almost, but not quite love him.
i dont want to break up with him
but i would much rather be with a girl.
he said he would be alright if i had a girlfriend too.
but most lesbians, dont want a man in any part of the
relationship.
problem is, i can't find any girls that are interested in me.
am i not being "gay" enough?
i dont know...
all i know is this has been the most confusing time in my entire life.
i havn't even begin to ponder about telling my mom.....
what will she think? i mean, c'mon i have a boyfriend, but i'm a lesbian?
i still think, maybe i'm bisexual, and that i just like girls more.
but thats definatly not the case, cuz i dont find any other guy attractive.
except for my boyfriend.
*sigh*
i've realized i like girls alot more then i thought.
browsing through myspace...girls.
at work, i'm telling all the guys i work with to check out the hot chick in ailse 4.
or check out the hot new girl.
and it's sucking... pretty bad.
cuz i like my boyfriend, alot.
almost, but not quite love him.
i dont want to break up with him
but i would much rather be with a girl.
he said he would be alright if i had a girlfriend too.
but most lesbians, dont want a man in any part of the
relationship.
problem is, i can't find any girls that are interested in me.
am i not being "gay" enough?
i dont know...
all i know is this has been the most confusing time in my entire life.
i havn't even begin to ponder about telling my mom.....
what will she think? i mean, c'mon i have a boyfriend, but i'm a lesbian?
i still think, maybe i'm bisexual, and that i just like girls more.
but thats definatly not the case, cuz i dont find any other guy attractive.
except for my boyfriend.
*sigh*