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i wish i could tell people how happy i could make them.
but it doesn't work out that way...
and
i need a little person [smaller then me] to kick me in the ass everytime i light up a cigarrette.
then maybe i will quit smoking.
i'm sick of this.
of talking to "old friends" again.
it doesn't ever make a difference.
its great the first day.
"wow, how've you been." blaah fucking blaah
then its back to the way things were before.
not talking to each other.
this is not towards any specific person.
it's to all of them who do this to me.
if i'm a less important friend, that is interfering with your life.
then leave me out of it.
i'm better off.
instead of sitting around waiting for you to say hi. and strike up a good conversation.
i am not going to always be the one to do it.
i wont.
i need to stop being so nice all the time.
it doesn't feel like its getting me anywhere.
maybe being a bitch will turn things around.
works for everyone else right?
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
i am not in a very good mood right now.
people are assholes.
huge big fat assholes.
they dont care about what goes on in other people's lifes.
all they care about is themselves.
i can't afford this shit.
what am i going to do?!
$218 insureance bills. fanFUCKINGtastic! [plus $209 in car bills]
all because of a stupid ass little scrape on your knee.
boooofuckinghoo.
GO TO FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it doesn't work out that way...
and
i need a little person [smaller then me] to kick me in the ass everytime i light up a cigarrette.
then maybe i will quit smoking.
i'm sick of this.
of talking to "old friends" again.
it doesn't ever make a difference.
its great the first day.
"wow, how've you been." blaah fucking blaah
then its back to the way things were before.
not talking to each other.
this is not towards any specific person.
it's to all of them who do this to me.
if i'm a less important friend, that is interfering with your life.
then leave me out of it.
i'm better off.
instead of sitting around waiting for you to say hi. and strike up a good conversation.
i am not going to always be the one to do it.
i wont.
i need to stop being so nice all the time.
it doesn't feel like its getting me anywhere.
maybe being a bitch will turn things around.
works for everyone else right?
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
i am not in a very good mood right now.
people are assholes.
huge big fat assholes.
they dont care about what goes on in other people's lifes.
all they care about is themselves.
i can't afford this shit.
what am i going to do?!
$218 insureance bills. fanFUCKINGtastic! [plus $209 in car bills]
all because of a stupid ass little scrape on your knee.
boooofuckinghoo.
GO TO FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!