HMM
so today.... i babysit...all day from 10 to 6. Its good money for sitting around eating food and watchin tv. The kid goes out to play an di al i do is sit around. Its great. Sometimes... but i get bored and sleep and be lazy yea know. I woke up like ten mintues before i had to be the the house... and i iwhsed i had brushed my teeth before i left. Thats nasty stuff icky breathe and icky teeth. I think i have food poisoning. Im burping htose nasty burps that smell like bad egg... i feel like poop. But its ok im makin money feelin like poop. Im kinda tired but i cant sleep and the day is kinda crapy. nothin good is on tv either. LIke i said i do a lot of complaining about stupid shit i could fix. I could go out and play with the kids of take him tot he park or sumthin. BUt i dun wanna. Maby ill go read someone elses diary. Alot of them are really depressing though. I remmeber when i had my other diary, there was this girl, she was really good with making wut she wrote really intens. She had this guy friend. And well she had sex with him got pregnant and her mom, was like phyco bitch from hell and complete druggie. Its nothin new we've herd the story before. But the way she drew me in with everything she wrote i could help but to want to help. Alot of things we do and regret we could have stoped ourselves from. BUt no one is perfect and we all make mistakes. We live and we learn right. HOpefully that girl has worked out her life. Kind of like wut i am doing. I said screw everyone. My mom works and shes a single parent. theres my brother who is now old enough to take care of himself alomst. I dont neeed to be around like i used to. He can feed himself and keep hhimself clean. So now im out. Im leaving im done witht he emotional stress my mom lays on me. Im done with the constant negativity. So im leavin. Im being emancipated and im moving out. My mom and i will know it will be so much better when we dont clash constantly and we dont bring each other down. It will be easieer. But im done for now. Ill be back some other time. Prolly later tonighte.
Heather
Heather