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Blah to life, Im tired of being sick. My throat feels like its going to explode. And Im getting annoyed by all the people today commenting on me wearing all black. Gee let me think I felt like wearing all black today, is there really a problem with that. I think back on the days that I would always wear all black....then the day Id wear another color is the day someone would say stupid shit to me. I could so fit about 2 rifles in these big ass pants I got on. Enough to blow up all the damn fucks i can't stand in ths world. I dunno Im tired, Im sick on trying to be someone Im not. Im wish that I could just find time to sleep so I can forget about all my problems. But then I think and I wonder what are these problems that seem to be haunting me....and i can't expalin them, are they really there? Is this all my imagination working against me? Im just confused and exhausted, ready for a change. A few weeks ago I couldn't have been happier, and now...I dont know what is wrong with me.